a reply for u

everything i do irks u.. ya i know.. tats ur thinking.. i cant do anything .. if u still cant stop thinking that way , probably u will start doing evil things which u said that i made u do so .. i hope u understand..

i know u r human being , and of coz got feeling.. now , i ask u , wat i did to make u feel disgusted , angry etc.. ? izzit becoz i treating all my friends around me "too good" ? indeed.. i'm treating them well ,as i had told u b4.. i'll treat them better compare to last time de mean chu jun.. i wanted to change myself.. cant i? and wat u mean by "too gd" ? treat friends well got limit de ar? i dunnoe whether u still remember, i told u b4 , someone treat me gd i'll treat them better..

and i dunnoe wat i've done to u , at first watever thingy u do make me &!@%#@!#% too.. but now , i've successfully ignored u just like a stranger.. coz i dun care anymore.. i dunnoe wats the matter with u for seeing me doing things.. watever i do has got no difference compare to normal ppl.. i guess maybe u r just picking on me .. may not ? then? i dunnoe..

ya i told u i dun enjoy watching concert.. but few months ago i promised joyce to support her as thats an annual concert.. and she looks so happy when i nodded my head.. i dun wanna disappoint her.. and wats wrong with that again? ur point of view .. its like.. watever i do is just negative.. i'm very sick of explaining EVERY single thing i do ..
speaking the truth.. i saw u in SCH , my mood wasnt spoilt by u until u opened ur mouth to split out things related to me.. by rite, i'll be like u , spoil my mood when seeing u , but thats not worth.. becoz thats u , and i dun have to care.. remember.. ni shi ni , wo shi wo.. why care? rite? m i doing things tat related to u ? i guess not..

u say u just cannot 4get something ? wats that unforgetable thing i did ? being mean to others? oh.. thats history.. if thats not the thing.. i'll be very interested to know ... but to u , maybe u'll think thats no need to say it.. thats fine ..

yes.. thats ur post .. u can throw everything out .. why not ? den end up quarrel again.. den wats the point..hor? u can tok anything abt me to anybody.. i cant do anything.. can dun purposely let me know?.. i cant stop myself from replying u.. i dun think u find it fun quarreling rite? whenever u think i'm baichi/ stupid/ lame/ disgusting/ etc.. i dun expect u to keep to urself.. go ahead and tell ur friends abt it.. again, i cant do anything rite? that is no point letting me know.. i feel like its a kind of 骚扰 and i dun need a stranger to gif me anymore feedback/comment..

oh ya abt studies/music..ya i believe u r affected.. u may not be the only 1 who is affected.. i guess u know i'm affected too.. same things applies to me too.. instead of studying , i'm wasted so much time posting and posting and posting.. and thinking what shld i do , wat i hope u would do and wat u r actually thinking.. i lied on bed and cant slp.. once i'm in a quiet enviroment i'll start to think abt all the &^%!@&^#% things.. i opened my books and recalled all the things u said instead of wat the lecturers had said.. in the end.. i closed my book and keep myself busy with other things..
right now, i planned to study OOAD, in the end i saw ur post , and i got to explain and reply to u again..
i'm trying to tell u .. dun misunderstand tat i'm blaming u .. no point blaming ya?

ya its my retribution for being mean to ppl.. i got nth to say if u wan me to taste my own medicine.. go ahead and i'll just accept it.. but wat i see is , u unknowingly , did it to others too.. u may not know/ admit it.. but i'm just telling u only, dun feel offended.. that just my point of view.. do it to me .. dun hurt others unnecessarily pls..

pls read carefully... cmon.. i didnt mention that i want to die.. lol.. ending my life doesnt worth it at all.. i asking u to pray that i die if u dun wish to see me 4ever.. aiyo.. liyi oso read wrongly.. -_- or maybe my phrasing very misunderstanding

i know u r emo.. pls do sumthing to urself to help urself.. i've helped myself by ignoring u .. i've oso done my part by trying to change to a nicer person.. wat have u done to help this situation ? i dunnoe..

i know wat i shld do .. and i did wat i think i shld do , wat abt u ? u know wat u shld do ?

i've to make it clear that , wat u think is wat u think, is ur problem.. hope u can try not to affect me.. to be fair.. pls.. =)